Admist hopes and shades of dark...

There are certain dreams that we take up as part of being who we are. If you are a girl...there is a dream to get married to the right guy and then suddenly when you marry and find yourself in a family setup you had never imagined before. A life which is much different than the individual you have been...suddenly the dream turns into a misty cloud and you feel trapped inside this matrix. Somehow....when things start to settle down finally, your dreams have secretly taken another leap. The you inside forgot about the freedom that you used to yearn for...and you are a woman who wants to nurture life. You want to be a MOM... and then you wish for a gift of life. The moment the UPT is positive, you already feel like a mom...and get into a world where you are someone capable of creating someone live...deciding her life starting right from her name. As time goes by...you start looking into the past...and the mirror has a girl who would give up anything to safeguard her freedom and individualism. Now is a woman who eats, sleeps and does everything for this baby... someone who only exists barely and starts governing her life... Now, she is again into a state where her dreams seem a hazy spell trapping her and separating her from herself. She wants to hold on to this gift of life and still wants to run back to that mirror where she was a jumping and bubbling girl with nothing to think about... where she is only her !